97. blow your mind

a writing exercise for today, nothing serious because life doesn’t always need to be serious

thoughts in my mind as they happen

 

 

Dua Lipa is hot

Andy Warhol is in a good mood

the pink drink i got from the rose bowl flea market matches the cup i got from Svetlana

who is an “art babe”

from

i don’t know, some eastern european country

eastern european gals are so cool

hi Anna!

okay, today i need to write about Carter Ace, talk to Julia about boogiegals, and do stuff for the gallery

tomorrow i pick up my boss and we head to the gallery to prepare for the next show

which is… like this saturday

lol

come to it!!!

don’t you guys miss AIM

brb

 

hi i’m back

sent out some fuego emails

did my dishes

started sorting out my clothes based on the lipstick catastrophe

but sometimes you need that incident to happen to help you sort through the things you need and don’t need

so yeah that’s happening

also, i’m allergic to cats

i realized this the first time i babysat warhol

i was like

fuck my eyes are super itchy

but it’s okay because i luv him

and then things got better

but anyways warhol and i were palling around and he gave me a little love bite

my skin is swelling

it’s in the shape of a heart

it’s okay because i luv him

and he clearly luvs me

because there’s a bump on my arm in the shape of a heart

warhol and i listen to music together

sometimes i leave the music on for him when i leave

because he likes music

he’s a softboy

likes Troye Sivan, Rex Orange County

but he loves it when i dance with him to rap

and then at some point he’ll hop off and let me do my thing

brb again

 

hi i’m back

made some papas fritas

the people i lived with took all the seasoning lol

how petty

stay salty

literally you took my whole container of salt

but whatever

chefin’ in the kitchen i don’t need a cook book

i’m cleaning house today

then gonna get a tat

then gonna ghang with jules about bg

then gallery stuff!

brb. really gotta handle this laundry sigh

oh yes, Qin‘s cv! that too

just kidding, i’m still here

laundry can wait

i’m editing and stuff

journalism school, am i right?

learned some things from it

the importance of community-building from Jock Lauterer

read some good pieces of writing in Paul Cuadro‘s feature-writing class

met Stephanie Griest who is… amazing

failed economics three times lol

scared my polisci professor the last summer i was there

taking some dumb class i needed

to graduate

Reese News Lab was cool

but i had a dumb group of people to work with, so you already know

i mean, they were cool and i think two of them went on to… i don’t know

cnn

freelance work

good things

but we were a pretty lame group

anyways, i graduated and that’s all that matters lol

 

okay i’m back

i just cleaned my whole apartment thinking Kai was coming over today

they’re coming over friday

so i can get my love bite tat’d

kai is super cool and gave me my first tattoo

i followed their work all the way from north carolina

so when i moved here and they had a tat pop-up last october, i slid thru

i think i was the only person who got a tattoo by them that day

and i came in with no expectations

they had some flash ready and of all the flashes, i thought the lightbulb was the cutest

i wanted it on my left arm because my left arm is pretty useless

like in zumba, i can turn right but when i turn left i fuck it all up

i wanted the value of my left arm to rise

so i let kai handle the placement, etc.

and laid there reading a book

it was a horror novel because it was october

afterwards, i was v happy

and then i was like, i really let some 18-year-old give me a stick-n-poke

lol

weird flex but ok

but tats are artwork you allow someone to put on your body

and there’s significances to the experience that i took away

  1. lightbulb, on and off, good and bad ideas
  2. support trans kids doing their art thingz
  3. you put value into whatever you’re getting tattoo’d, but the tattoo artist matters just as much. so support them, support their work, support yourself!

yeah, i’m gay

and i’m getting warhol’s love bite tattoo’d

so the value of my left arm will rise once more

and i will always remember how much this kitty loves me

and how much love i have to give myself

and others

time to continue sorting through my laundry

and then bg meeting with jules at 2

brb

 

hi god, it’s me

Margaret

listening to carter ace in the kitchen to prepare for this write-up

finished queen’s cv stuff, had a nice conversation with jules

she had a personal vlog of me making early din

scraping together the ingredients i have to make something tasty is fun

jules is gonna be the editor of boogiegals

whoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

my stomach kind of hurts

i said tasty, not… not scraped together…

double d is coming over for dinner

bringing the beer of my people

because hey man,

lots of randos trying to seek my advice lately

and i’m like, at least bring me something lmao

like don’t therapists get paid??? to listen to your bullshit???

friends are different of course

so if i invite you over, please know that i think of you as a friend

but if you try to text me a five-paragraph long essay

on your childhood traumas

after the third time we meet

i will tell you i’m not going to read it

but you can come over and talk to me in person

and you better bring me something to eat too

brb

 

back at it again

the last update for today

had an officer swing through

so i could let them know what was up

i was feeling pretty paranoid

cops are alright sometimes

you just gotta

speak clearly

about the situation you’re in

so officer Tamayo

thanks for your help

and double D

for coming when i tell you i need a friend

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