I had a dream last night with grandma in it. I think we were laying in bed and talking. I woke up disoriented and emotional, but I fell back asleep and forgot the dream. I think it was an important conversation between us. Some kind of understanding reached.
I hung out with my coworker Tori today. Tori is so cute and the exact type of friend I wanted to make. I seriously had Chano’s Blessings playing in my head before we met up. She said she’d find something fun for us to do and I told her I was down for anything. We metro’d downtown and hung around Chinatown before walking all the way to Little Tokyo. I loved the night walk, but it was a little sus. We went through a bunch of art galleries and I met some of her “well-connected” friends. I’m still pretty bad at conversations, but there’s slight progress? Tori is cute because she says things like, “I wonder what’s going on astrologically right now because I’m in a really good mood.” She’s an Aries.
Our night took a weird turn when Tori invited out a “music producer” she hadn’t met before. I’m counting it as my September date because Tori ditched me a few times to SOS some friends in the bathroom and I had to sit there and chat this tweaker up over dinner. He seemed manageable to me, but Tori wasn’t having it and in hindsight I’m thankful she kept us safe. Her cousin picked us up and she apologized for the night, but it was fun and I told her I needed that taste of “sus reality” to get my weirdo radar adjusted.
Tomorrow I’m going to have a chill as fuck day. Good night.